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I am very jealous but I don't want you to know.. I am afraid that if you knew, you will be unhappy...
I almost cried.. but you did not notice.. I lied to you that I was okay, but I was not okay at all...
The things that you talked about makes me feel sad because I can't say a word about it.. I know nothing about it... I pretended to smile as if i am happy to listen to the great things that happened between you when I am not around..
I don't want to hurt you. That is why I am lying to you about my feelings and the reason I was quiet..
You were there chit- chatting happily and I was there looking at you but my heart was tearing apart...

It is just my feeling..