Hey everyone, I'M BACK!!! My blog has been DEAD for a really long time... From today onwards, I will only update my blog once a week or maybe once a month... By the way, I am having trouble doing my school project- History project!!!! OH MY !!!! HELP ME!!!

Fail???

I am so going to fail my PJK !!!! I simply answered...   :(     The worst thing is.. i thought that they will not ask any questions about badminton, so i did not read.. in stead, I read about ' bola baling '!!!!! URGH!!! I AM SO DEAD!!!

Stressed out !!!

As you know, the most important exam of the year is coming SOON!! REALLY SOON!! HELP!! I am very afraid that I will not score good results.. :(
I also hope that we are not streaming class..
My mom wants me to get into the FIRST CLASS!! That is impossible!! What if I got into the second class or maybe worse.. she's going to slaughter me and feed me to the sharks??
OH MY GOSH!!! HELP!!

Anyway, GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY!!!

My Friend...

Imagine a cake
With a candle
For every time you've listened
or really sympathized
or put someone else before yourself.

Imagine a candle
For every moment
You've given to others,
Every time
you've made a difference
in someone else's life.

The light
From all those candles
Would make the world
so much warmer,
Brighter,
and happier...
Just like you,
My friend..
Just like you...

Bored!!!!

Seriously, I am very lazy to update my blog but I think my blag is going to ' die ' soon. So, I will update.
It is a boring holiday. At home all day long. I am going to rot SOON.. Suddenly, I love to go to school.. studying.. at least I have friends to play with in school. At home, I only have ' mechanical friends ' to hang out with.. It's bored alright...
Sook Wei.. Jia Wen.. Wei Wen.. JY.. Jia Hui..
Jazumine Rainbow.. Carmen.. Winterwatermelon.. Yuki Exion XBlair.. Gnoel Fishy.. ♥

BORED!!!

: (

I am very jealous but I don't want you to know.. I am afraid that if you knew, you will be unhappy...
I almost cried.. but you did not notice.. I lied to you that I was okay, but I was not okay at all...
The things that you talked about makes me feel sad because I can't say a word about it.. I know nothing about it... I pretended to smile as if i am happy to listen to the great things that happened between you when I am not around..
I don't want to hurt you. That is why I am lying to you about my feelings and the reason I was quiet..
You were there chit- chatting happily and I was there looking at you but my heart was tearing apart...

It is just my feeling..

Friends...

Sook Wei - Cute ,beautiful and ... ( can't say )
Jia Wen - Funny, smart, pretty and skinny
Wei Wen - Hot, beautiful, funny and smart
Jer Ying - Smarty pants and ... ( can't say )
Jia Hui - Smart, weird and a COPY CAT
Myself - ... I have no idea... I know that I am hot tempered and funny.. HAHA!!!

Must watch!!!!

Here is a funny video of Sook Wei, Jia Wen, Wei Wen and I...

Unfortunately it is mute!!! But you must see... because it is FUNNY... SERIOUSLY!!!

More Pictures...

Having fun in my room..

Football.. Cool... Not Cool...

Today during PJK, Jia Wen, Sook Wei, JY, Jia Hui, Bay and I played ' monkey '..I think that it was not really fun because only few of us are playing. Then we played football... it was kind of cool... I liked football just that I do not know how to play... after we played for a while, other boys came in and disturb us... Not Cool... the boys played better than the girls, of course.. but at least we scored a few points... Cool!! We had lots of fun... Then, Eng Yaw joined us, he was so tough... Not Cool... A few of us are chasing after the ball, including Eng Yaw and I. We are squeezing together and suddenly someone pushed me and I fell down on my knees... SO NOT COOL!!! They said that it was Eng Yaw that pushed me... Anyway, it was still ok... the worst thing is, Yew Shiung kicked to ball so hard that it hit Jia Wen's face... Half of her face was so red... seriously!!! Then, Ken - G kicked the ball quite high and hard that it hit Yew Shiung's face and his spectacles ' flew ' off... Not Cool... Other than the ' injuries ', it was really fun to play football, especially with the boys...

By the way, one of my knee is blue- blacked... it really hurts!!!

And... Hope that Jia Wen's face will be fine...

Friendship??

Will friendship last forever. To me it seems not. Friendship is like..standing at the edge of the mountain, unstable, dangerous and scary...
When we are close together, friendship seems great but when we fight and blame each other for every mistakes that we have done.. friendship seems like a turd...
I once believe in ever after but now it is all a lie...

So... will friendship last forever??

Hate Her!!!

She is a BAD ASS!!!
And also a BITCH!!! ( Not the female dog )
A MORON!!!
AN IDIOT!!!
I just can't scold anymore... otherwise it is going to be BOOM!!!

You can't guess who is it and DON'T GUESS!!!

Some of you may know.. but just keep your mouth SHUT!!!

Sorry...

I want to apologize to someone really close to me... I kind of did something really bad to her... I don't think that she realized it but I think that it is going to hurt her really badly if she knows the truth...Really really sorry... Hope that she will not freak out when she I tell her the truth...

Somewhere out there..under the wide blue sky...



SORRY!!!!

Lift Me Up

This road is anything but simple
Twisted like a riddle
I've seen high and I've seen low
So loud, voices of all my doubts
And telling me to give up
To pack up and leave town
But even so I had to believe
Oh, impossible means nothing to me

So can you lift me up
And turn the ashes into flames
Cause I have overcome
More than words will ever say
And I've been given hope
That there's a light on up the hall
And that a day will come
When the fight is won
And I think that day had just begun

Somewhere, yeah everybody starts there
You're counting on a small player
Lost in a nightmare
But I'm here
And suddenly it's so clear
The struggle through the long years
It's taught to outrun my fears
And everything that's worth having
Comes with trails worth withstanding

So can you lift me up
And turn the ashes into flames
Cause I have overcome
More than words will ever say
And I've been given hope
That there's a light on up the hall
And that a day will come
When the fight is won
And I think that day had just begun

Oh, Lift me up ( x6 )

Down and out is overated
I need to be elevated
Looking up is not enough
I would rather rise above... oh, oh, oh

So can you lift me up
And turn the ashes into flames
Cause I have overcome
More than words will ever say
And I've been given hope
That there's a light on up the hall
And that a day will come
When the fight is won
And I think that day had just begun
Oh, jut begun

Lift me up
Lift me up, yeah
Lift me up
Lift me up
Lift me up...

( mind the typos...)

AMAZING SONG.... LISTEN TO IT!!!!

Happy Holiday...

Happy Holiday my friends... Hope that I can go to Sunway Pyramid with my friends on 10th and 11th of June ( Thursday and Friday ). St. John organized a learning camp on 18th and 19th of June ( Friday and Saturday) I am looking forward... I have never been to a camp in school before...

Whoah!!!

I can't believe it... it is June... already... Haiz, time passed by so fast...

Anyway, hope that all of you will have a wonderful holiday...

Yay...

Yay... Exam is finally over..Feel like shouting aloud... so here it goes... AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!! Haha... Hope that all of you will get good results...

SICK...

So sad... I am so sick... hate to be sick... my nose hurts!!! Feel like my nose is coming out... terrible.. nose blocked all the time... Haiz... wanna get well soon...

Only one...

Hate to say goodbye... saying goodbye, we know that we are going to be far apart...
Why are you being so cruel to me, what did I do wrong??
Do you know, you are the only one that fills my heart...
without you my heart is empty... totally empty...
You are the only one that I think of day and night...
you are the only one that can hurt my badly...
Watching you walking away from me...
my heart had fallen out...
You are the only one that can cheer my up when i am moody...
When I misses you, you did not come...
But when I did not expect you to come... you appeared...
Smiling at me...
You are the only one that does that..
You took my heart away from me and you throw it away...
Just to hurt me...


--- As a best friend of Sook Wei's, I am helping her to write this... to another friend... ---

To Sook Wei : you know who am I talking about... hope that you'll like it...

Ponteng...

Yesterday, Cik Suhaila did not come to school and we were not informed till PJK... So after chinese lesson, we went down to the canteen to put out stuff... Then Beatrice told us that Cik Suhaila did not come and our relief teacher, Puan Chung want us to stay in class... It is not fair, Cik Suhaila promised us that she will let us play if it is not raining.. yeah, it is not raining but she is absent... she came to school when it is raining during PJK and we did not get to play and she did not come when the weather is extremely good...
By the way, after we know that Cik Suhaila did not come, JY, Jia Wen, Sook Wei, Jia Hui and I were so mad... so we decided to not go back to class because it is PJK... but... unluckily, Puan Chung was standing along the corridor in front of our class... looking for everyone that were not in class... we were taught by Puan Chung last year, so we know her attitude really well.. She is really fierce when she is angry... damn scary...
We were so afraid so we decided to go back to class immediately... but we did not want Puan Chung to see us... so we hid like a mouse... but unluckily, Puan Chung saw us... so we ran and took our stuff and went back to class..
We went to class late about 15 minutes... Puan Chung asked a few students to write their names down... the early ones.. we were late.. when we went back to class... just nice... Puan Chung said that we cannot write our names anymore... so... we are considered... you know...Puan Chung said lots of stuff... not happy... she told Puan Lau everything... so we are going die...
GRRR... this is the first time we hate Puan Chung so much... thought that she is very good...
juz a few minutes... counted as skipped class...

By the way only 12 people considered in class... as for the late comers... all considered skipped class....

Haiz unlucky day...

Cool...

Today, a famous 70's singer came to my church to share about Christianity... Well, although that singer... but it is cool to meet a singer... old one... lol!!!
That singer is 50+ old... My mom is a fan of hers... she is so lucky that she gets to meet her idol...
My mom told me that.. that singer is very famous in the 70's... as famous as Miley Cyrus and she is very rich...
Hngh, Miley Cyrus is more famous... grrr...
MILEY CYRUS ROCKS!!! I LOVE YOU!!! WHOAH!!!

Oh no... JY is JEALOUS of Sook Wei and I

As I said... Sook Wei and I always argue with each other... Everytime we argue, JY will tell Wei Wen... you see, you see...
Then Wei Wen will say-- 越吵感情越好... <---that is what she said
Okay... JY, come let's argue... just that, don't be like before... when we argued a little ( not exactly "argue" ) don't DON'T BOTHER ME!!! okay??
Want to know your answer...

Argueing...

Last Thursday, Sook Wei and I argued with each other again... this time we argued about lining up... during assembly, Sook Wei normally sits in front of me... she told me that- why does she always have to be sitting in front she doesn't want to sit in front of us anymore... then we augued... but in the end, Sook Wei will still sit in front. There is once, we lined up at the tapak perhimpunan, i let Sook Wei to stand behind all of us... she began to make noise again... what does she want... to be in the middle?? There are 4 of us- JY, Jia Hui, Sook Wei and I... how can there be a middle... oh, she is weird...
Sook Wei always wanted to sit in the middle, she said that she will feel like being protected and safe.. weird la her... no one is going to rape her or kill her la... in school...
Ya... back to argueing... during PJ time, we kept augueing and argueing... then we did not bothered each other...When we were argueing, Wei Wen, Jia Hui and JY were laughing, seems like they are watching a free movie...hmmm...unfortunately they do not have any pop corns... too bad, Jia Wen did not get to enjoy this free movie... after awhile, while we were playing badminton, i was talking to JY, then i look back , Sook Wei suddenly appeared in front of me and started playing badminton with me... that's good!!! We laughed and talked... After PJ is Geography lesson, I sat with Sook Wei and we started saying sorry to each other for a long time... haha... That is what true friends are.... TF forever!!! =P

Hey... To People who reads my blog...

Thanks for reading my blog... By the way, I have just found a nice piano song by Yiruma -- Be My First...Listen to it... it is really quite nice... soft and gentle song...

Croation Rhapsody is an amazing song...
Jer Ying also liked that song!!!

Lonely...

Everyone hates to be lonely right? So do I... With friends, we are always happy, not lonely. Although friends quarrel sometimes, but through quarreling, friendships will get better and better, we can get closer to our friends and know our friends better. Like... Sook Wei and I, we always have hard times. We always argue about unimportant stuff, like songs lyrics, about a few things that we said, about believing or not believing something...... There is once we quarreled about a huge secret, I can't write it here cause it is a HUGE SECRET!! But we solve the problem at the end... we kept saying sorry to each other and to 1 of our friend...
And with JY, it is really hard to quarrel with her like quarreling with Sook Wei... because JY's mood is always weird... one moment she is in a really bad mood... one moment she is in a really good mood... one moment she does not bother you or talk to you for nothing.. there is once i kind of like argue with her or juz.. i don't even know... but she gets mad and don't really bother me... but then she always say that Sook Wei and I are always argueing and we get so good... she is really weird...
Jia Hui, haha!! JY, Sook Wei and I like to " bully " her... There is once, JY pretended to hate her and did not bother or talk to her... and... once, we have to line up at the tapak perhimpunan, Jia Hui actually forgot to take her water bottle, Sook Wei saw it and told me, I suggested that we keep the bottle in my bag... During art class, we kept giving her clue that she doesn't have her bottle with her... we said " Ei, Jia Hui, you did not bring our BOTTLE to the art room..." But she still did not realized it... then till the third period the finally realized that her bottle is missing, she is so nervous, Sook Wei and I saw it and we kept laughing...then we gave the bottle back to her and told her everything... Jia Hui dare not quarrel with us... Although i don't know why, but she had been keeping a lot of secrets... a lot...

Genting...

Went to Genting Highlands yesterday and came back today... Athough it was a really short trip but it was so fun... My mom, my aunt, my uncle, my sisters, my dad... went into the casino.. Not Cool!!! I never get to go in... SOB... wanna know how it looks like...anyway i had fun... lolx

I HATE BUGS

I HATE bugs... i HATE bugs... bugs are so disgusting... i HATE BUGS...

Pictures of Seafield...

Friends...